|My two sons, Jason & Joshua|
"I love the Lord, because he hath heard my voice and my supplications." KJV
You may be wondering how I can agree with this verse, since my son died by suicide nine years ago. I've had to really work through this idea, because I did pray for my son.
Someone said to me right after my son died, "Maybe God did answer our prayers. Joshua is no longer suffering."
Well, maybe. Maybe not.
After nine years, I've seen a pattern of when God answers yes and when He answers no.
God has always said yes when I pray for my spiritual growth. That is God's priority, helping us to become more like Jesus. I came to that realization about four years ago, and this fact has caused me to love and cling to Lord God even more than before.
As to other prayers, I can only say we can pray for people, but we have no control over what others do. Many times the prayers I pray for my loved ones are a yes, because I am careful to ask for God's will in the process. And I am careful to ask that, above all, the person I'm praying for will grow to know God better.
There may be two parts to why I feel my prayers weren't answered regarding my son.
As far as my son goes, he was taking SSRI medications for depression and anxiety. He chose not to get off of them. He saw they were not working for him, but he continued to take them.
On the other hand, maybe I was not asking God the right request for Joshua. I certainly didn't know he was contemplating suicide. Joshua hid that very well from his family.
Holy Father, we are but feeble children of Yours. We stumble about much of the time, but we are still Yours, if we've accepted Jesus as our Savior. Please continue to guide my mind, my words, and my heart so that I may help others in some small way who've lost children to suicide. In Jesus' holy name, I ask. Amen.
Until next time . . . please contact me if you have thoughts on this topic. I'm very open to debate.